Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I AM PREGNANT !!!!!!


I run my 1st UPT (Urine Pregnancy Test) on 20th Sept 2008. Time tuh bulan puasa. But this picture was my 2nd UPT test on 22 Sept. Yang 1st one tuh line belah kiri tuh tak clear sangat. Yg dalam gambar nih dah nampak clear. Masa nak buat yg 1st time test tuh .. i was alone at home.. my husband was working (shift ptg) .. time tuh dah nak masuk isyak . walaupun sebelum tuh ingat nak tunggu another few days sebab time tuh baru lewat period 5 hr. Last time pernah buat UPT after 1 week .. tapi negative.. so ingat this time .. nak tunggu lama siket baru buat UPT. Tapi hatiku bagai meronta2 suh buat gak UPT tuh.. so buat lah .. after a few seconds... nampak line yg 2nd tuh kosong je.. takde tanda ape2.. dah frust dah .. lps tuh tunggu jap.. tgk blk.. tgk2 .... aaaaaaaaa.. ade 2 line.... it was positive !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM PREGNANT !!!!.. suddenly air mata mencurah2 keluar .. dont get me wrong ok .. it was a good news.. very very good news .. so i cried because i was so overwhelmed. tak dapat nak digambarkan perasaan tuh dgn kata2. after crying for a few minutes (in a toilet).. then I amek wudu' , buat solat syukur .. masa tuh dah calm down siket.
Tgh terpikir2 cemaner nak bgtau my husband nih .. nak msg die sekang ke ... atau tunggu die balik.. nak tunggu die balik ... kul 1 pg baru sampai rumah.. takpe lah tunggu die balik... i saje je tinggalkan UPT i dalam toilet .. dgn harapan my husband akan nampak test tuh.. sebab biase nye bile die balik kerja .. die mesti singgah toilet punye .. sebelum buat hal lain. so i lepak tgk tv sampai my husband balik. Masa die masuk rumah tuh .. i dah berdebar2 dah.. isk .. cepat lah masuk toilet tuh.. alih2 ... die tak masuk pulak.. die salin tkr seluar tidur lepas tuh join i tgk tv kat depan ... chisssss.... tak menjadi surprise i .. last2 i cakap kat die .. "Yang ... td siti check .. POSITIVE.... ade dalam toilet tuh ".. terus my husband masuk tolet .. (ntah paham ke tak die tgk bende tuh aku pun tak tahu) .. lps tuh die keluar .. tengok aku .. ngan senyum2... lepas tuh he gave me 1 long , warm hug and a kiss .. lps tuh memasing speechless .... tak bersuara beberapa ketika. maybe masing2 melayan perasaan memasing kan .. hehehehhe.. dah nak jadi parents rupenye kami. Looking forward for more experience being expectant mother.

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